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<rss version="2.0"><channel><description>Here am I, there you are, can’t we find a middle ground?</description><title>Can't we find a middle ground?</title><generator>Tumblr (3.0; @christiangirl3712)</generator><link>http://christiangirl3712.tumblr.com/</link><item><title>Drive Time!</title><description>&lt;p&gt;I am afraid of driving.&lt;/p&gt;
I mean, &lt;em&gt;really&lt;/em&gt; afraid of driving.&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;Well, some people from my church (namely Leanne and Cheryl) decided it was time for me to get over myself and learn anyway. Obviously, I wasn’t too keen on the suggestion.But they persisted…&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;And persisted…And persisted until I finally relented. So, today was my first driving lesson. Leanne is teaching me, and it’s not too bad. She is probably the best person in the world to teach me, too, since she is the essence of everything calm and controlled…which I am not when I drive. We drove around the parking lot, starting with only putting the car in drive and allowing it to cruise forward without the help of the gas pedal. After a time of cruising around and practicing stopping and starting (I can now stop a car without the jerky motion…most of the time), we practiced using the gas pedal and the brake and turning. That part ended up being most of the lesson, which was fine. There is a corner in the church parking lot that I have named The Corner of Doom because the turn there is relatively difficult to make for me. I always mess up in some way or another there. I also parked the car (okay, okay, it’s a minivan) in one of the spots and backed it up, too.&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;Now for the casualties. I only scratched the car twice. Once when I was too close to a low-hanging branch that needs to be trimmed and once while parking the car. I didn’t know the curb was so high and the bottom of the car scraped against it…no big deal, though, because Leanne has done that, too. So the car survived (Hannah will be so disappointed).But overall, I had a surprisingly good time, despite the fact that I had to stop a few times and take a few deep breaths to relax myself. And I have homework: I have to look up the rules for someone without a driver’s licence or permit, for someone with just a permit, and for someone 18 and over with a license. I also need to pay attention when other people drive.&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;I will probably have at least one lesson next week, possibly two. &lt;p style="font-size: 10px;"&gt; &lt;a href="http://posterous.com" target="_blank"&gt;Posted via web&lt;/a&gt;  from &lt;a href="http://christiangirl3712.posterous.com/drive-time-3" target="_blank"&gt;I Search For You On The Horizon&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href="http://christiangirl3712.posterous.com/drive-time-3#comment" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 11px"&gt;Comment »&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://christiangirl3712.tumblr.com/post/235534365</link><guid>http://christiangirl3712.tumblr.com/post/235534365</guid><pubDate>Fri, 06 Nov 2009 18:45:01 -0800</pubDate></item><item><title>February 20</title><description>&lt;p&gt;This is the eigth track off Steven Curtis Chapman’s new album, Beauty Will Rise. It is about the day that Maria Sue (the youngest Chapman involved in the car accident that took her life) became a Christian, just one month before she went to be with Jesus. I think it’s one of the most personal songs off the album talking about how Steven and his wife, Mary Beth, explained to her about Jesus and Heaven.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;em&gt;February 20&lt;br/&gt;by Steven Curtis Chapman&lt;/em&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;February 20, 2008&lt;br/&gt;On the floor with her mom&lt;br/&gt;Putting her shoes on&lt;br/&gt;Getting ready for another dayFebruary 20&lt;br/&gt;She says, “Mom, is it true&lt;br/&gt;Does God really have a big, big house&lt;br/&gt;Does it really have a lot of rooms?”&lt;br/&gt;She said, “I really, really wanna go there.”&lt;br/&gt;So I said, “Why don’t we just talk to Him?”&lt;br/&gt;And that’s what we did&lt;br/&gt;On February 20&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;February 20&lt;br/&gt;I did my best to explain&lt;br/&gt;How it is we all will be with God&lt;br/&gt;How it was the Savior came&lt;br/&gt;February 20&lt;br/&gt;If it’s true what He said&lt;br/&gt;That God Himself sang along&lt;br/&gt;With the beautiful song&lt;br/&gt;Of rejoicing in Heaven&lt;br/&gt;As she prayed, “Jesus&lt;br/&gt;Please come and live in my heart&lt;br/&gt;And someday, can I come live with You?”&lt;br/&gt;And we could never have imagined&lt;br/&gt;She’d be going there so soon&lt;br/&gt;So soon&lt;br/&gt;So soonGod only knows&lt;br/&gt;Everything that happened in that moment&lt;br/&gt;God only knows&lt;br/&gt;What He whispered to her heart&lt;br/&gt;And God only knows&lt;br/&gt;Just how thankful I will always be&lt;br/&gt;That He gave her mom to me (Don’t know exactly what this line says…)&lt;br/&gt;February 20 &lt;p style="font-size: 10px;"&gt; &lt;a href="http://posterous.com" target="_blank"&gt;Posted via web&lt;/a&gt;  from &lt;a href="http://christiangirl3712.posterous.com/february-20" target="_blank"&gt;I Search For You On The Horizon&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href="http://christiangirl3712.posterous.com/february-20#comment" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 11px"&gt;Comment »&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://christiangirl3712.tumblr.com/post/234160139</link><guid>http://christiangirl3712.tumblr.com/post/234160139</guid><pubDate>Thu, 05 Nov 2009 11:44:29 -0800</pubDate></item><item><title>Our God is in Control</title><description>&lt;p&gt;This is the seventh track off Steven Curtis Chapman’s new album, Beauty Will Rise&lt;br/&gt;As the title suggests, it’s about God being in control of every situation. I think this is my favorite song off the album.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;em&gt;Our God is in Control&lt;br/&gt;by Steven Curtis Chapman&lt;/em&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;This is not how it should be&lt;br/&gt;This is not how it could be&lt;br/&gt;This is how it is&lt;br/&gt;Our God is in controlThis is not how it will be&lt;br/&gt;When we finally will see&lt;br/&gt;We’ll see with our own eyes&lt;br/&gt;He is always in control&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;And we’ll sing holy, holy&lt;br/&gt;Holy is our God&lt;br/&gt;And we will finally&lt;br/&gt;Really understand what it means&lt;br/&gt;So we’ll sing holy, holy&lt;br/&gt;Holy is our God&lt;br/&gt;We’re waiting for that dayThis is not where we planned to be&lt;br/&gt;When we started this journey&lt;br/&gt;This is where we are&lt;br/&gt;Our God is in control&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;Though this first taste is bitter&lt;br/&gt;There will be sweetness forever&lt;br/&gt;When we finally taste and see&lt;br/&gt;That our God is in controlAnd we’ll sing holy, holy&lt;br/&gt;Holy is our God&lt;br/&gt;And we will finally&lt;br/&gt;Really understand what it means&lt;br/&gt;So we’ll sing holy, holy&lt;br/&gt;Holy is our God&lt;br/&gt;We’re waiting for that day&lt;br/&gt;We’re waiting for that day&lt;br/&gt;We’ll keep on waiting for that day&lt;br/&gt;And we will know&lt;br/&gt;Our God is in control&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;(Holy, holy, holy)&lt;br/&gt;(Holy, holy, holy) Our God is in control&lt;br/&gt;(Holy, holy, holy) Our God is in control&lt;br/&gt;(Holy, holy, holy) Our God is in control&lt;br/&gt;(Holy, holy, holy) &lt;p style="font-size: 10px;"&gt; &lt;a href="http://posterous.com" target="_blank"&gt;Posted via web&lt;/a&gt;  from &lt;a href="http://christiangirl3712.posterous.com/our-god-is-in-control" target="_blank"&gt;I Search For You On The Horizon&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href="http://christiangirl3712.posterous.com/our-god-is-in-control#comment" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 11px"&gt;Comment »&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://christiangirl3712.tumblr.com/post/234129441</link><guid>http://christiangirl3712.tumblr.com/post/234129441</guid><pubDate>Thu, 05 Nov 2009 10:59:29 -0800</pubDate></item><item><title>Questions</title><description>&lt;p&gt;This is the sixth track off Steven Curtis Chapman’s new album, Beauty Will Rise. It’s called Questions, and it’s about all the things that don’t seem to make sense in this broken and messed-up world.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;em&gt;Questions&lt;br/&gt;by Steve Curtis Chapman&lt;/em&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;Who are You, God?&lt;br/&gt;‘Cause You are turning out to be&lt;br/&gt;So much different than I imagined&lt;br/&gt;And where are You, God?&lt;br/&gt;‘Cause I am finding life to be&lt;br/&gt;So much harder than I had plannedYou know that I’m afraid&lt;br/&gt;To ask these questions&lt;br/&gt;But You know they are there&lt;br/&gt;And if You know my heart&lt;br/&gt;The way that I believe You do&lt;br/&gt;You know that I believe in You&lt;br/&gt;But still I have these questions&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;Like how could You, God?&lt;br/&gt;How could You be so good and strong&lt;br/&gt;And make a world that can be so painful&lt;br/&gt;And where were You, God?&lt;br/&gt;I know You had to be right there&lt;br/&gt;I know You never turn Your headYou know that I’m confused&lt;br/&gt;By all this mystery&lt;br/&gt;You know I get afraid&lt;br/&gt;But if You know my heart&lt;br/&gt;As completely as I trust You do&lt;br/&gt;Oh, You know that I am trusting You&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;So is it true&lt;br/&gt;That for every tear I cry&lt;br/&gt;You cry a thousand more&lt;br/&gt;As You weep with those who weep?&lt;br/&gt;Are are You&lt;br/&gt;Just holding Yourself back&lt;br/&gt;From crushing all the pain&lt;br/&gt;And evil in this world&lt;br/&gt;For reasons we just can’t understand for now&lt;br/&gt;But isn’t a day of redemption coming?&lt;br/&gt;Redemption is comingQuickly, Lord, come quickly Lord, quickly&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;So who am I, God?&lt;br/&gt;That You would raise me from the dust&lt;br/&gt;And breathe Your Life and Your Love into me&lt;br/&gt;You know that I believe &lt;p style="font-size: 10px;"&gt; &lt;a href="http://posterous.com" target="_blank"&gt;Posted via web&lt;/a&gt;  from &lt;a href="http://christiangirl3712.posterous.com/questions-299" target="_blank"&gt;I Search For You On The Horizon&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href="http://christiangirl3712.posterous.com/questions-299#comment" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 11px"&gt;Comment »&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://christiangirl3712.tumblr.com/post/234121005</link><guid>http://christiangirl3712.tumblr.com/post/234121005</guid><pubDate>Thu, 05 Nov 2009 10:47:04 -0800</pubDate></item><item><title>Faithful</title><description>&lt;p&gt;This is the fifth track off Steven Curtis Chapman’s new album, Beauty Will Rise. It’s a song about God’s faithfulness amongst our doubt and pain.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;em&gt;Faithful&lt;br/&gt;by Steven Curtis Chapman&lt;/em&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;I am broken, I am bleeding&lt;br/&gt;I am scared and I’m confused&lt;br/&gt;But You are faithful&lt;br/&gt;Yes, You are faithfulI am weary of believeing&lt;br/&gt;God, please help my unbelief&lt;br/&gt;‘Cause You are faithful&lt;br/&gt;Yes, You are faithful&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;I will proclaim it to the world&lt;br/&gt;I will declare it to my heart&lt;br/&gt;I’ll sing it when the sun is shining&lt;br/&gt;I will scream it in the darkYou are faithful&lt;br/&gt;You are faithful&lt;br/&gt;When You give and when You take away&lt;br/&gt;Even then, still Your Name is faithful&lt;br/&gt;You are faithful&lt;br/&gt;And with everything inside of me&lt;br/&gt;I am choosing to believe&lt;br/&gt;You are faithful&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;I am waiting for the rescue&lt;br/&gt;That I know is sure to come&lt;br/&gt;‘Cause You are faithful&lt;br/&gt;Yes, You are faithfulI have dropped anchor in Your Promises&lt;br/&gt;And I am holding on&lt;br/&gt;‘Cause You are faithful&lt;br/&gt;God, You are faithful&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;I will proclaim it to the world&lt;br/&gt;I will declare it to my heart&lt;br/&gt;I’ll sing it when the sun is shining&lt;br/&gt;I will scream it in the darkYou are faithful&lt;br/&gt;You are faithful&lt;br/&gt;When You give and when You take away&lt;br/&gt;Even then, still Your Name is faithful&lt;br/&gt;You are faithful&lt;br/&gt;And with everything inside of me&lt;br/&gt;I am choosing to believe&lt;br/&gt;You’re faithful&lt;br/&gt;So faithful&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;When I cannot have the answers&lt;br/&gt;That I’m wanting to demand&lt;br/&gt;I’ll remember You are God&lt;br/&gt;And everything is in Your Hands&lt;br/&gt;In Your Hands, You put the sun and moon&lt;br/&gt;The stars up in the sky&lt;br/&gt;For the sake of love, You hung Your own Son&lt;br/&gt;On the Cross to dieAnd You are faithful&lt;br/&gt;Yes, You are faithful&lt;br/&gt;When You give, when You take away&lt;br/&gt;Even then, great is Your faithfulness&lt;br/&gt;Great is Your faithfulness&lt;br/&gt;And with everything inside of me&lt;br/&gt;I am choosing to believe&lt;br/&gt;You’re faithful&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;When You give, when You take away&lt;br/&gt;Even then, still Your Name is faithful&lt;br/&gt;You are faithful&lt;br/&gt;And with everything inside of me&lt;br/&gt;I am choosing to believe&lt;br/&gt;You are faithful &lt;p style="font-size: 10px;"&gt; &lt;a href="http://posterous.com" target="_blank"&gt;Posted via web&lt;/a&gt;  from &lt;a href="http://christiangirl3712.posterous.com/faithful-12" target="_blank"&gt;I Search For You On The Horizon&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href="http://christiangirl3712.posterous.com/faithful-12#comment" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 11px"&gt;Comment »&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://christiangirl3712.tumblr.com/post/234111198</link><guid>http://christiangirl3712.tumblr.com/post/234111198</guid><pubDate>Thu, 05 Nov 2009 10:32:33 -0800</pubDate></item><item><title>A Modern Day Psalm</title><description>&lt;p&gt;This is the story of our church losing it’s property put to a song thing. I rather enjoyed making it :) and I’m reposting it for several reasons.&lt;br/&gt;1) Because I have a title :)&lt;br/&gt;2) Because if you feel like God may want you to, you can follow this link to figure out how you can get involved in Pathway and our future. - &lt;a href="http://www.hispathway.org/pathway_fellowship/Pathway_on_the_Move.html" title="Pathway On The Move" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.hispathway.org/pathway_fellowship/Pathway_on_the_Move.html" target="_blank"&gt;http://www.hispathway.org/pathway_fellowship/Pathway_on_the_Move.html&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;3) Because I enjoy it :)&lt;/p&gt;
Now, this is a story all about how&lt;br/&gt;Our lives got flipped, turned upside down&lt;br/&gt;And I’d like to take a minute, just sit right there&lt;br/&gt;I’ll tell you how we got kicked out of our property right here&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;In west Orangeval-e-a, born and raised&lt;br/&gt;In the churchhouse was where we spent most of our days&lt;br/&gt;Kicking back, fellowship, chillaxin’ all cool&lt;br/&gt;And all listenin to our preacher and sippin our joeWe had all our programs, VBS and youth group&lt;br/&gt;We all had our lives, whether happy or droop&lt;br/&gt;We were Methodists, we knew it with pride&lt;br/&gt;We wore the emblem and we gave them a tithe&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;Then they went funny, they weren’t Bible-sound&lt;br/&gt;We said this won’t work, we can’t stick around&lt;br/&gt;Their lives aren’t of truth and we can’t stand the greed&lt;br/&gt;They said, hey wait, what about your church deed?We said, you’re mad! This place is ours&lt;br/&gt;We bought it with our money, we worked very hard&lt;br/&gt;They said, you’re with us, so we get it all&lt;br/&gt;We’re taking you to court and they’ll settle this brawl&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;Well, the judge didn’t get it, we had a wacko up there&lt;br/&gt;He ruled in their favor, but against our prayers&lt;br/&gt;You see, he cared more about their liberal agenda&lt;br/&gt;Than about their personal vendettaSo it was settled, and we must find a plan&lt;br/&gt;We went to mediation, hoping we can&lt;br/&gt;Find a solution to this problem we fared&lt;br/&gt;But they were rude, they couldn’t have cared&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;They didn’t ever budge below one-point-eight&lt;br/&gt;Million dollars, a lot, we were in a bad state&lt;br/&gt;They said we must vacate, we had 6 months to leave&lt;br/&gt;Immediately, we were sad, we wanted to grieveFor we had baptized and babied, fellowshipped and funned&lt;br/&gt;Enjoyed each other’s company, laughed and punned&lt;br/&gt;We had been there over one hundred, twenty years&lt;br/&gt;We didn’t want to leave this place we held so dear&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;So now, we’re asking God to get us out&lt;br/&gt;For we are in quite a pickle, we’re starting to doubt&lt;br/&gt;We need your grace, and a good dose of love&lt;br/&gt;To keep us moving on, send some help from aboveFor we’re looking at the mountains, we’re surrounded on all sides&lt;br/&gt;We want You to lead, but we’re in for a ride&lt;br/&gt;Following Your will isn’t always a breeze&lt;br/&gt;This time, we’ve got to hand over the keys&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;But God, we still trust, and we’ll band together&lt;br/&gt;For the cause You laid out, we’ll brave the weather&lt;br/&gt;Thanks for the fun and the memories, too&lt;br/&gt;Let’s start this chapter, and begin anew!Again, if you would like to find out more about what happened to Pathway Fellowship (our church) or if you feel like God may be wanting you to become involved, you can head over to &lt;a href="http://hispathway.org/" title="Pathway Fellowship" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;a href="http://hispathway.org/" target="_blank"&gt;http://hispathway.org/&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/a&gt; or follow this link for more information as to what happened and what our options are. - &lt;a href="http://www.hispathway.org/pathway_fellowship/Pathway_on_the_Move.html" title="Pathway On The Move" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.hispathway.org/pathway_fellowship/Pathway_on_the_Move.html" target="_blank"&gt;http://www.hispathway.org/pathway_fellowship/Pathway_on_the_Move.html&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;p style="font-size: 10px;"&gt; &lt;a href="http://posterous.com" target="_blank"&gt;Posted via web&lt;/a&gt;  from &lt;a href="http://christiangirl3712.posterous.com/a-modern-day-psalm" target="_blank"&gt;I Search For You On The Horizon&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href="http://christiangirl3712.posterous.com/a-modern-day-psalm#comment" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 11px"&gt;Comment »&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://christiangirl3712.tumblr.com/post/234025905</link><guid>http://christiangirl3712.tumblr.com/post/234025905</guid><pubDate>Thu, 05 Nov 2009 08:33:21 -0800</pubDate></item><item><title>Just Have To Wait</title><description>&lt;p&gt;This is the fourth song off Steven Curtis Chapman’s new album, Beauty Will Rise, and I think it’s one of my favorites. It’s one of the most upbeat songs, where Steven enjoys the memories he has of his daughter, while yet again, longing for her in Heaven.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;em&gt;Just Have To Wait&lt;br/&gt;by Steven Curtis Chapman&lt;/em&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;I can’t wait to see your smile again&lt;br/&gt;The one where your eyes disappear&lt;br/&gt;Along with all my troubles&lt;br/&gt;And I can’t wait to hear you sing a song&lt;br/&gt;Maybe “Jesus Loves Me” or a song you learned up there&lt;br/&gt;But I, oh I’ll&lt;br/&gt;Just have to wait&lt;br/&gt;‘Cause I know that day is coming&lt;br/&gt;So I, oh I’ll&lt;br/&gt;Just have to waitI can’t wait to hear your momma laugh&lt;br/&gt;The way that only you can make her laugh&lt;br/&gt;When you get silly&lt;br/&gt;And I can’t wait to see you in her arms&lt;br/&gt;I know the wound’s so deep inside your heart&lt;br/&gt;Is healed for good&lt;br/&gt;But I, oh I’ll&lt;br/&gt;Just have to wait&lt;br/&gt;‘Cause I know that day is coming&lt;br/&gt;So I, oh I’ll&lt;br/&gt;Just have to wait&lt;br/&gt;Oh, oh, oh&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;And I can’t wait to dance with you again&lt;br/&gt;Now that this time, the dance&lt;br/&gt;Will never have to end&lt;br/&gt;Oh I, oh, I’ll&lt;br/&gt;Just have to wait&lt;br/&gt;‘Cause I know that day is coming&lt;br/&gt;So I, oh I’ll&lt;br/&gt;I’ll just have to waitAnd I can’t wait to see your sisters play&lt;br/&gt;The way they do when all of you&lt;br/&gt;Are playing altogether&lt;br/&gt;And I can’t wait to watch your brother’s face&lt;br/&gt;When he can finally see with his own eyes&lt;br/&gt;Everything’s okay&lt;br/&gt;But I just have to wait&lt;br/&gt;‘Cause I know that day is coming&lt;br/&gt;I just have to wait &lt;p style="font-size: 10px;"&gt; &lt;a href="http://posterous.com" target="_blank"&gt;Posted via web&lt;/a&gt;  from &lt;a href="http://christiangirl3712.posterous.com/just-have-to-wait" target="_blank"&gt;I Search For You On The Horizon&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href="http://christiangirl3712.posterous.com/just-have-to-wait#comment" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 11px"&gt;Comment »&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://christiangirl3712.tumblr.com/post/232162394</link><guid>http://christiangirl3712.tumblr.com/post/232162394</guid><pubDate>Tue, 03 Nov 2009 13:11:15 -0800</pubDate></item><item><title>SEE</title><description>&lt;p&gt;This song, the third track on Steven Curtis Chapman’s new album, Beauty Will Rise, starts out with a beautiful piano and continues the hypnotizing melody throughout the song. This song, like the first two on the album, is focused on Heaven and the amazing gift waiting for each believer. It’s a little Disney-esque in it’s yearning and wishfulness, but very good nonetheless.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;em&gt;SEE&lt;br/&gt;by Steven Curtis Chapman&lt;/em&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;Right now, all I can taste is bitter tears&lt;br/&gt;Right now, all I an see are clouds of sorrow&lt;br/&gt;From the other side of all this pain&lt;br/&gt;Is that you are here, laughing loud&lt;br/&gt;Calling out to me&lt;br/&gt;Saying “See&lt;br/&gt;It’s everything you said that it would be&lt;br/&gt;And even better than you would believe&lt;br/&gt;And I’m counting down the days until you’re here with me&lt;br/&gt;And finally, you’ll see”But right now, all I can say is “Lord, how long&lt;br/&gt;Before You come and take away this aching?”&lt;br/&gt;This night of weeping seems to have no end&lt;br/&gt;But when the morning night breaks through, we’ll open up our eyes&lt;br/&gt;And we will see&lt;br/&gt;It’s everything He said that it would be&lt;br/&gt;And even better than we would believe&lt;br/&gt;And He’s counting down the days ‘til He says “Come with me.”&lt;br/&gt;And finally&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;He’ll wipe every tear from our eyes&lt;br/&gt;And make everything new&lt;br/&gt;Just like He promised&lt;br/&gt;Wait and see&lt;br/&gt;Just wait and see&lt;br/&gt;Wait and seeAnd I’m counting down the days until I see&lt;br/&gt;It’s everything He said that it would be&lt;br/&gt;And even better than we would believe&lt;br/&gt;And I’m counting down the days ‘til He says “Come with me”&lt;br/&gt;And finally, we’ll see&lt;br/&gt;We will see&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;Oh, taste and see&lt;br/&gt;That the Lord is good&lt;br/&gt;The Lord is good&lt;br/&gt;The Lord is goodOh, taste and see&lt;br/&gt;That the Lord is good&lt;br/&gt;The Lord is good&lt;br/&gt;The Lord is good &lt;p style="font-size: 10px;"&gt; &lt;a href="http://posterous.com" target="_blank"&gt;Posted via web&lt;/a&gt;  from &lt;a href="http://christiangirl3712.posterous.com/see-801" target="_blank"&gt;I Search For You On The Horizon&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href="http://christiangirl3712.posterous.com/see-801#comment" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 11px"&gt;Comment »&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://christiangirl3712.tumblr.com/post/232149187</link><guid>http://christiangirl3712.tumblr.com/post/232149187</guid><pubDate>Tue, 03 Nov 2009 12:53:56 -0800</pubDate></item><item><title>Beauty Will Rise</title><description>&lt;p&gt;This is the second and title track off Steven Curtis Chapman’s new album. It’s a more fervent, yet hopeful track, declaring that despite the circumstances, something beautiful and amazing will come out.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;em&gt;Beauty Will Rise&lt;br/&gt;by Steven Curtis Chapman&lt;/em&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;It was the day the world went wrong&lt;br/&gt;I screamed ‘til my voice was gone&lt;br/&gt;And watched through the tears as everything&lt;br/&gt;Came crashing downSlowly panic turns to pain&lt;br/&gt;As we wake to what remains&lt;br/&gt;And sift through the ashes that are left&lt;br/&gt;Behind&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;But buried deep beneath&lt;br/&gt;All our broken dreams, we have this hopeOut of these ashes&lt;br/&gt;Beauty will rise&lt;br/&gt;And we will dance among the ruins&lt;br/&gt;We will see it with our own eyes&lt;br/&gt;Out of these ashes&lt;br/&gt;Beauty will rise&lt;br/&gt;For we know&lt;br/&gt;Joy is coming in the morning&lt;br/&gt;In the morning&lt;br/&gt;Beauty will rise&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;So take another breath for now&lt;br/&gt;And let the tears come washing down&lt;br/&gt;And if you can’t believe, I will believe&lt;br/&gt;For you’Cause I have seen&lt;br/&gt;The signs of Spring, just watch and see&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;Out of these ashes&lt;br/&gt;Beauty will rise&lt;br/&gt;And we will dance among the ruins&lt;br/&gt;We will see it with our own eyes&lt;br/&gt;Out of these ashes&lt;br/&gt;Beauty will rise&lt;br/&gt;For we know&lt;br/&gt;Joy is coming in the morning&lt;br/&gt;In the morningI can hear it in the distance&lt;br/&gt;And it’s not too far away&lt;br/&gt;It’s the music and the laughter&lt;br/&gt;Of a wedding and a feast&lt;br/&gt;I can almost feel the hand of God&lt;br/&gt;Reaching for my face&lt;br/&gt;To wipe the tears away&lt;br/&gt;And say “It’s time&lt;br/&gt;To make everything new”&lt;br/&gt;Make it all new&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;This is our hope&lt;br/&gt;This is a promise&lt;br/&gt;This is our hope&lt;br/&gt;This is Your promiseIt will take our breath away&lt;br/&gt;To see the beauty that’s been made&lt;br/&gt;Out of the ashes&lt;br/&gt;Out of the ashes&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;It will take our breath away&lt;br/&gt;To see the beauty that He’s made&lt;br/&gt;Out of the ashes&lt;br/&gt;Out of the ashesOut of these ashes&lt;br/&gt;Beauty will rise&lt;br/&gt;And we will dance among the ruins&lt;br/&gt;We will see it with our own eyes&lt;br/&gt;Out of this darkness&lt;br/&gt;New light will shine&lt;br/&gt;And we’ll know the joy that’s&lt;br/&gt;Coming in the morning&lt;br/&gt;In the morning&lt;br/&gt;Beauty will rise&lt;br/&gt;Oh, beauty will rise&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;Oh, oh, oh, beauty will rise&lt;br/&gt;Oh, oh, oh, beauty will rise&lt;br/&gt;Oh, oh, oh, beauty will rise &lt;p style="font-size: 10px;"&gt; &lt;a href="http://posterous.com" target="_blank"&gt;Posted via web&lt;/a&gt;  from &lt;a href="http://christiangirl3712.posterous.com/beauty-will-rise" target="_blank"&gt;I Search For You On The Horizon&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href="http://christiangirl3712.posterous.com/beauty-will-rise#comment" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 11px"&gt;Comment »&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://christiangirl3712.tumblr.com/post/232131456</link><guid>http://christiangirl3712.tumblr.com/post/232131456</guid><pubDate>Tue, 03 Nov 2009 12:30:00 -0800</pubDate></item><item><title>Heaven is the Face</title><description>&lt;p&gt;This is the first track of Steven Curtis Chapman’s new CD, Beauty Will Rise, and the first single. It has already been played on many radio stations all over the country. It’s a sweet song about him cherishing the moments with his daughters, and is one of the more happy songs off the album.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;em&gt;Heaven is the Face&lt;br/&gt;by Steven Curtis Chapman&lt;/em&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;Heaven is the face&lt;br/&gt;Of a little girl&lt;br/&gt;With dark brown eyes&lt;br/&gt;That disappear when she smilesAnd Heaven is the place&lt;br/&gt;Where she calls my name&lt;br/&gt;Says, “Daddy, please&lt;br/&gt;Come play with me for a while”&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;God, I know&lt;br/&gt;It’s all of this and so much more&lt;br/&gt;But God, You know&lt;br/&gt;That this is what I’m aching for&lt;br/&gt;God, You know&lt;br/&gt;I just can’t see beyond the doorSo right now, Heaven is the sound&lt;br/&gt;Of her breathing deep&lt;br/&gt;Lying on my chest&lt;br/&gt;Falling fast asleep while I sing&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;And heaven is the weight&lt;br/&gt;Of her in my arms&lt;br/&gt;Being there to keep her&lt;br/&gt;Safe from harm while she dreamsAnd God, I know&lt;br/&gt;It’s all of this and so much more&lt;br/&gt;But God, You know&lt;br/&gt;That this is what I’m longing for&lt;br/&gt;God, You know&lt;br/&gt;I just can’t see beyond the door&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;But in my mind’s eye, I can see a place&lt;br/&gt;Where Your glory fills every empty space&lt;br/&gt;All the cancer is gone, every mouth is fed&lt;br/&gt;And there’s no one left in the orphan’s bed&lt;br/&gt;Every lonely heart finds that one true Love&lt;br/&gt;And there’s no more good byes and no more not enoughs&lt;br/&gt;And there’s no more enemy&lt;br/&gt;No moreHeaven is a sweet&lt;br/&gt;Maple syrup kiss&lt;br/&gt;And a thousand other little&lt;br/&gt;Things I miss with her gone&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;And heaven is the place&lt;br/&gt;Where she takes my hand&lt;br/&gt;And leads me to You&lt;br/&gt;And we both run into Your ArmsOh God, I know&lt;br/&gt;It’s so much more than I can dream&lt;br/&gt;It’s far beyond&lt;br/&gt;Anything I can conceive&lt;br/&gt;So God, You know&lt;br/&gt;I’m trusting You until I see&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;Heaven in the face of my little girl&lt;br/&gt;Heaven in the face of my little girl &lt;p style="font-size: 10px;"&gt; &lt;a href="http://posterous.com" target="_blank"&gt;Posted via web&lt;/a&gt;  from &lt;a href="http://christiangirl3712.posterous.com/heaven-is-the-face" target="_blank"&gt;I Search For You On The Horizon&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href="http://christiangirl3712.posterous.com/heaven-is-the-face#comment" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 11px"&gt;Comment »&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://christiangirl3712.tumblr.com/post/232112249</link><guid>http://christiangirl3712.tumblr.com/post/232112249</guid><pubDate>Tue, 03 Nov 2009 12:03:03 -0800</pubDate></item><item><title>"Beauty Will Rise" - CD by Steven Curtis Chapman</title><description>&lt;p&gt;So, Steven Curtis Chapman released a new CD today called “Beauty Will Rise”. I pre-ordered it and got a free download of the whole CD. So in the next few days, I’m going to be going through the album and posting the songs. I am not going to be putting videos up of most of them, but I will post the lyrics and any thoughts I have of them. This is the track listing:&lt;/p&gt;
1. Heaven is the Face&lt;br/&gt;2. Beauty Will Rise&lt;br/&gt;3. SEE&lt;br/&gt;4. Just Have to Wait&lt;br/&gt;5. Faithful&lt;br/&gt;6. Questions&lt;br/&gt;7. Our God is in Control&lt;br/&gt;8. February 20&lt;br/&gt;9. God, is it True? (Trust Me)&lt;br/&gt;10. I Will Trust You&lt;br/&gt;11. Jesus Will Meet You There&lt;br/&gt;12. Spring Is Coming&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;This whole album is very quiet and soft, which is not a big surprise considering the subject (his daughter, Maria Sue, died in a car accident about a year and a half ago), but it is also so full of hope and life. I am looking forward to exploring each of the songs in detail.You can buy the album at any online retailers (iTunes, Amazon, etc…), at &lt;a href="http://www.familychristian.com/" title="Family Christian Store" target="_blank"&gt;Family Christian Stores&lt;/a&gt;, or on &lt;a href="http://stevencurtischapman.com/" title="Steven Curtis Chapman" target="_blank"&gt;Steven Curtis Chapman’s website&lt;/a&gt;. &lt;p style="font-size: 10px;"&gt; &lt;a href="http://posterous.com" target="_blank"&gt;Posted via web&lt;/a&gt;  from &lt;a href="http://christiangirl3712.posterous.com/beauty-will-rise-cd-by-steven-curtis-chapman" target="_blank"&gt;I Search For You On The Horizon&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href="http://christiangirl3712.posterous.com/beauty-will-rise-cd-by-steven-curtis-chapman#comment" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 11px"&gt;Comment »&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://christiangirl3712.tumblr.com/post/232090465</link><guid>http://christiangirl3712.tumblr.com/post/232090465</guid><pubDate>Tue, 03 Nov 2009 11:31:55 -0800</pubDate></item><item><title>Glorified</title><description>&lt;p&gt;I really like this song about giving God glory. It’s very peaceful and the piano in it is very pretty. It’s funny that there seems to be two versions of the song. There is this one here and then there is the one that I own that I like better. Most of the song is exactly the same, but the ending part is different. Maybe one is for radio and one is for regular release.&lt;/p&gt;

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&lt;em&gt;Glorified&lt;br/&gt;by Jared Anderson&lt;/em&gt;Praise belongs to You&lt;br/&gt;Let every kingdom bow&lt;br/&gt;Let every ocean roar&lt;br/&gt;Let every heart adore You now&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;Praise belongs to You&lt;br/&gt;What can I do but sing?&lt;br/&gt;The greatest joy I’ve found&lt;br/&gt;Is to lay a crown before my King&lt;br/&gt;Before my KingI’ve come to worship&lt;br/&gt;I’ve come to lift up Your Name&lt;br/&gt;For You deserve this&lt;br/&gt;Life laid down like the One that You gave&lt;br/&gt;I have but one voice&lt;br/&gt;One heart and one sacrifice&lt;br/&gt;So, would You take this&lt;br/&gt;Life laid down and be glorified&lt;br/&gt;Be glorified&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;Praise belongs to You&lt;br/&gt;Let songs of children rise&lt;br/&gt;You silence all Your foes&lt;br/&gt;You set Your glory in the skiesPraise belongs to You&lt;br/&gt;Creation’s calling now&lt;br/&gt;For the King to be revealed&lt;br/&gt;Oh, King of Heaven come down&lt;br/&gt;King of Heaven come down&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;‘Cause I’ve come to worship&lt;br/&gt;I’ve come to lift up Your Name&lt;br/&gt;For You deserve this&lt;br/&gt;Life laid down like the One that You gave&lt;br/&gt;I have but one voice&lt;br/&gt;One heart and one sacrifice&lt;br/&gt;So, would You take this&lt;br/&gt;Life laid down and be glorified&lt;br/&gt;Be glorified&lt;br/&gt;Be glorified&lt;br/&gt;Be glorifiedI’ve come to worship&lt;br/&gt;I’ve come to lift up Your Name&lt;br/&gt;For You deserve this&lt;br/&gt;Life laid down like the One that You gave&lt;br/&gt;I have but one voice&lt;br/&gt;One heart and one sacrifice&lt;br/&gt;So, would You take this&lt;br/&gt;Life laid down and be glorified&lt;br/&gt;Be glorified&lt;br/&gt;Be glorified&lt;br/&gt;Be glorified&lt;br/&gt;Be glorified&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;I’ve come to worship&lt;br/&gt;I’ve come to lift up Your Name&lt;br/&gt;For You deserve this&lt;br/&gt;Life laid down like the One that You gave&lt;br/&gt;I have but one voice&lt;br/&gt;One heart and one sacrifice&lt;br/&gt;So, would You take this&lt;br/&gt;Life laid down and be glorified &lt;p style="font-size: 10px;"&gt; &lt;a href="http://posterous.com" target="_blank"&gt;Posted via web&lt;/a&gt;  from &lt;a href="http://christiangirl3712.posterous.com/glorified" target="_blank"&gt;I Search For You On The Horizon&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href="http://christiangirl3712.posterous.com/glorified#comment" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 11px"&gt;Comment »&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://christiangirl3712.tumblr.com/post/227255553</link><guid>http://christiangirl3712.tumblr.com/post/227255553</guid><pubDate>Thu, 29 Oct 2009 14:29:08 -0700</pubDate></item><item><title>A Song/Rap/Poem about our church</title><description>&lt;p&gt;This is the story of our church losing it’s property put to a song thing. I rather enjoyed making it :) but I need a name…any ideas?&lt;/p&gt;
Now, this is a story all about how&lt;br/&gt;Our lives got flipped, turned upside down&lt;br/&gt;And I’d like to take a minute, just sit right there&lt;br/&gt;I’ll tell you how we got kicked out of our property right here&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;In west Orangeval-e-a, born and raised&lt;br/&gt;In the churchhouse was where we spent most of our days&lt;br/&gt;Kicking back, fellowship, chillaxin’ all cool&lt;br/&gt;And all listenin to our preacher and sippin our joeWe had all our programs, VBS and youth group&lt;br/&gt;We all had our lives, whether happy or droop&lt;br/&gt;We were Methodists, we knew it with pride&lt;br/&gt;We wore the emblem and we gave them a tithe&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;Then they went funny, they weren’t Bible-sound&lt;br/&gt;We said this won’t work, we can’t stick around&lt;br/&gt;Their lives aren’t of truth and we can’t stand the greed&lt;br/&gt;They said, hey wait, what about your church deed?We said, you’re mad! This place is ours&lt;br/&gt;We bought it with our money, we worked very hard&lt;br/&gt;They said, you’re with us, so we get it all&lt;br/&gt;We’re taking you to court and they’ll settle this brawl&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;Well, the judge didn’t get it, we had a wacko up there&lt;br/&gt;He ruled in their favor, but against our prayers&lt;br/&gt;You see, he cared more about their liberal agenda&lt;br/&gt;Than about their personal vendettaSo it was settled, and we must find a plan&lt;br/&gt;We went to mediation, hoping we can&lt;br/&gt;Find a solution to this problem we fared&lt;br/&gt;But they were rude, they couldn’t have cared&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;They didn’t ever budge below one-point-eight&lt;br/&gt;Million dollars, a lot, we were in a bad state&lt;br/&gt;They said we must vacate, we had 6 months to leave&lt;br/&gt;Immediately, we were sad, we wanted to grieveFor we had baptized and babied, fellowshipped and funned&lt;br/&gt;Enjoyed each other’s company, laughed and punned&lt;br/&gt;We had been there over one hundred, twenty years&lt;br/&gt;We didn’t want to leave this place we held so dear&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;So now, we’re asking God to get us out&lt;br/&gt;For we in quite a pickle, we’re starting to doubt&lt;br/&gt;We need your grace, and a good dose of love&lt;br/&gt;To keep us moving on, send some help from aboveFor we’re looking at the mountains, we’re surrounded on all sides&lt;br/&gt;We want You to lead, but we’re in for a ride&lt;br/&gt;Following Your will isn’t always a breeze&lt;br/&gt;This time, we’ve got to hand over the keys&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;But God, we still trust, and we’ll band together&lt;br/&gt;For the cause You laid out, we’ll brave the weather&lt;br/&gt;Thanks for the fun and the memories, too&lt;br/&gt;Let’s start this chapter, and begin anew! &lt;p style="font-size: 10px;"&gt; &lt;a href="http://posterous.com" target="_blank"&gt;Posted via web&lt;/a&gt;  from &lt;a href="http://christiangirl3712.posterous.com/a-songrappoem-about-our-church" target="_blank"&gt;I Search For You On The Horizon&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href="http://christiangirl3712.posterous.com/a-songrappoem-about-our-church#comment" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 11px"&gt;Comment »&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://christiangirl3712.tumblr.com/post/224411006</link><guid>http://christiangirl3712.tumblr.com/post/224411006</guid><pubDate>Mon, 26 Oct 2009 18:55:55 -0700</pubDate></item><item><title>One Little Miracle</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;“One Little Miracle” by Hawk Nelson&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;object height="417" width="500"&gt;&lt;param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/QCF2S5_DSJo&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1"&gt;
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&lt;em&gt;One Little Miracle&lt;br/&gt;by Hawk Nelson&lt;/em&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;I know sometimes it’s hard to find&lt;br/&gt;The strength to turn the page&lt;br/&gt;When all of our tomorrows&lt;br/&gt;Look like used-up yesterdays&lt;br/&gt;Maybe this path we’re taking&lt;br/&gt;Could really be the road to breaking free&lt;br/&gt;Are you with me?One little revolution&lt;br/&gt;Could turn it all around&lt;br/&gt;Back to the kingdom we once knew&lt;br/&gt;Just a little bit of me&lt;br/&gt;Just a little bit of you&lt;br/&gt;One little miracle to get us through&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;Broken, empty promises&lt;br/&gt;Are all we knew before&lt;br/&gt;Our father’s dreams of better days&lt;br/&gt;Lay shattered on the floor&lt;br/&gt;It’s not too late to start believing&lt;br/&gt;Take me by the hand, I’m reaching out&lt;br/&gt;How about now?&lt;br/&gt;Yeah!One little revolution&lt;br/&gt;Could turn it all around&lt;br/&gt;Back to the kingdom we once knew&lt;br/&gt;Just a little bit of me&lt;br/&gt;And a little bit of you&lt;br/&gt;One little miracle to get us through&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;We can right the wrongs&lt;br/&gt;From this moment onOne little revolution&lt;br/&gt;Could turn it all around&lt;br/&gt;Back to the kingdom we once knew&lt;br/&gt;Just a little bit of me&lt;br/&gt;And a little bit of you&lt;br/&gt;One little miracle to get us through&lt;br/&gt;We’ll get through&lt;br/&gt;Yeah, we’ll get through &lt;p style="font-size: 10px;"&gt; &lt;a href="http://posterous.com" target="_blank"&gt;Posted via web&lt;/a&gt;  from &lt;a href="http://christiangirl3712.posterous.com/one-little-miracle" target="_blank"&gt;I Search For You On The Horizon&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href="http://christiangirl3712.posterous.com/one-little-miracle#comment" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 11px"&gt;Comment »&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://christiangirl3712.tumblr.com/post/223370034</link><guid>http://christiangirl3712.tumblr.com/post/223370034</guid><pubDate>Sun, 25 Oct 2009 19:17:09 -0700</pubDate></item><item><title>Declaration of Dependence</title><description>&lt;p&gt;This is a cute and bouncy song by Steven Curtis Chapman about our dependence on God. I love how he uses illustrations with some of his best songs, which is evident in this one.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;strong&gt;“Declaration of Dependence” by Steven Curtis Chapman&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;object height="417" width="500"&gt;&lt;param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/7GpwrBn0eXQ&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1"&gt;
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&lt;em&gt;Declaration of Dependence&lt;br/&gt;by Steven Curtis Chapman&lt;/em&gt;Now, just the other day I overheard a flower talking&lt;br/&gt;To the sky&lt;br/&gt;He said, you know that I&lt;br/&gt;Would be nothing without you&lt;br/&gt;Oh, oh&lt;br/&gt;He said, you give me rain&lt;br/&gt;You give the sun a place to shine&lt;br/&gt;You’re everything that my&lt;br/&gt;Whole existence comes down to&lt;br/&gt;Oh, oh&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;Then the flower started singing a song&lt;br/&gt;Before I knew it, I was singing alongAnd we sang&lt;br/&gt;This is my declaration of dependence&lt;br/&gt;This is my declaration of my need&lt;br/&gt;This is my declaration of dependence&lt;br/&gt;On the One who gave this life to me&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;Now, let me say that I’m the kind of guy&lt;br/&gt;Who wants to do it all myself&lt;br/&gt;Don’t wanna ask for help&lt;br/&gt;Don’t like to stop for directions&lt;br/&gt;Oh, oh&lt;br/&gt;But in reality, I’m nothing on my own&lt;br/&gt;It’s by God’s Grace alone&lt;br/&gt;that I can make this confession&lt;br/&gt;WoahAll that I am and all I’m hoping to be&lt;br/&gt;Is all and only what He’s given to me&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;So I’ll say&lt;br/&gt;This is my declaration of dependence&lt;br/&gt;This is my declaration of my need&lt;br/&gt;This is my declaration of dependence&lt;br/&gt;On the One who gave this life to me&lt;br/&gt;YeahAnd I know&lt;br/&gt;This is how my life was meant to be&lt;br/&gt;I was made for this dependency&lt;br/&gt;On the One who has created me&lt;br/&gt;So I’ll sing my declaration song&lt;br/&gt;For the One I am depending on&lt;br/&gt;And I hope you’ll sing along&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;This is my declaration of dependence&lt;br/&gt;This is my declaration of my need&lt;br/&gt;This is my declaration of dependence&lt;br/&gt;On the One who gave this life to me&lt;br/&gt;Yeah, yeah, yeahThis is my declaration&lt;br/&gt;Woah, yeah&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;This is my declaration of dependence&lt;br/&gt;This is my declaration of my need&lt;br/&gt;This is my declaration of dependence&lt;br/&gt;On the One who gave this life to meThis is my declaration of dependence&lt;br/&gt;This is my declaration (My declaration)&lt;br/&gt;This is my declaration of dependence&lt;br/&gt;This is my declaration (My declaration of dependence on Jesus)&lt;br/&gt;This is my declaration of dependence&lt;br/&gt;This is my declaration (My declaration)&lt;br/&gt;My declaration (My declaration of my need) &lt;p style="font-size: 10px;"&gt; &lt;a href="http://posterous.com" target="_blank"&gt;Posted via web&lt;/a&gt;  from &lt;a href="http://christiangirl3712.posterous.com/declaration-of-dependence-0" target="_blank"&gt;I Search For You On The Horizon&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href="http://christiangirl3712.posterous.com/declaration-of-dependence-0#comment" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 11px"&gt;Comment »&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://christiangirl3712.tumblr.com/post/222230417</link><guid>http://christiangirl3712.tumblr.com/post/222230417</guid><pubDate>Sat, 24 Oct 2009 16:40:53 -0700</pubDate></item><item><title>Selfless</title><description>&lt;p&gt;I have three practical goals to be less selfish in the near future. The goal is to focus myself on me less and on others, and especially God, more. Here they are:&lt;/p&gt;
1) Less online posting - That means less status updates (already being a challenge) and less blog posting. Not that I’m totally stopping any, but definitely limiting and censoring what I post more. I will make an honest effort to have some substance and value above and beyond myself in everything I post.&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;2) More and better quiet times - I have been SO horrible at these lately. I have been skipping them and hurrying through them, and I am wondering why I feel so burnt out over everything. I am going to start making them more deliberate and worth something.3) More obedience and kindness in my family - I will make an effort to obey my mom happily and patiently. I will alsomake an efort to be kinder to my family, even when I’m being impatient and they’re being annoying.&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;Those are small and simple (definitely not easy, though!) steps I will take to focus on me less. I am wondering, though: Will you please help me and keep me as accountable as possible to these? &lt;p style="font-size: 10px;"&gt; &lt;a href="http://posterous.com" target="_blank"&gt;Posted via web&lt;/a&gt;  from &lt;a href="http://christiangirl3712.posterous.com/selfless-10" target="_blank"&gt;I Search For You On The Horizon&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href="http://christiangirl3712.posterous.com/selfless-10#comment" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 11px"&gt;Comment »&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://christiangirl3712.tumblr.com/post/219295295</link><guid>http://christiangirl3712.tumblr.com/post/219295295</guid><pubDate>Wed, 21 Oct 2009 12:38:13 -0700</pubDate></item><item><title>I Can Only Imagine</title><description>&lt;p&gt;This is an amazing song about Heaven. Whenever I listen to it, all the things of my life suddenly seems so insignificant. You’ve probably heard this song, but it’s so amazing anyway.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;strong&gt;“I Can Only Imagine” by MercyMe&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;object height="417" width="500"&gt;&lt;param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/mWMk_MoFTFM&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1"&gt;
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&lt;em&gt;I Can Only Imagine&lt;br/&gt;by MercyMe&lt;/em&gt;I can only imagine&lt;br/&gt;What it will be like&lt;br/&gt;When I walk&lt;br/&gt;By Your Side&lt;br/&gt;I can only imagine&lt;br/&gt;What my eyes will see&lt;br/&gt;When Your Face&lt;br/&gt;Is before me&lt;br/&gt;I can only imagine, yeah&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;Surrounded by Your Glory&lt;br/&gt;What will my heart feel?&lt;br/&gt;Will I dance for You, Jesus?&lt;br/&gt;Or in awe of You be still?&lt;br/&gt;Will I stand in Your Presence?&lt;br/&gt;Or to my knees will I fall?&lt;br/&gt;Will I sing hallelujah?&lt;br/&gt;Will I be able to speak at all?&lt;br/&gt;I can only imagine&lt;br/&gt;I can only imagineI can only imagine&lt;br/&gt;When that day comes&lt;br/&gt;And I find myself&lt;br/&gt;Standing in the Son&lt;br/&gt;I can only imagine&lt;br/&gt;When all I will do&lt;br/&gt;Is forever&lt;br/&gt;Forever worship You&lt;br/&gt;I can only imagine&lt;br/&gt;I can only imagine&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;Surrounded by Your Glory&lt;br/&gt;What will my heart feel?&lt;br/&gt;Will I dance for You, Jesus?&lt;br/&gt;Or in awe of You be still?&lt;br/&gt;Will I stand in Your Presence?&lt;br/&gt;Or to my knees will I fall?&lt;br/&gt;Will I sing hallelujah?&lt;br/&gt;Will I be able to speak at all?&lt;br/&gt;I can only imagine, yeah&lt;br/&gt;I can only imagineSurrounded by Your Glory&lt;br/&gt;What will my heart feel?&lt;br/&gt;Will I dance for You, Jesus?&lt;br/&gt;Or in awe of You be still?&lt;br/&gt;Will I stand in Your Presence?&lt;br/&gt;Or to my knees will I fall?&lt;br/&gt;Will I sing hallelujah?&lt;br/&gt;Will I be able to speak at all?&lt;br/&gt;I can only imagine, yeah&lt;br/&gt;I can only imagine&lt;br/&gt;I can only imagine, yeah&lt;br/&gt;I can only imagine&lt;br/&gt;I can only imagine&lt;br/&gt;I can only imagine&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;I can only imagine&lt;br/&gt;When all I will do&lt;br/&gt;Is forever&lt;br/&gt;Forever worship You&lt;br/&gt;I can only imagine &lt;p style="font-size: 10px;"&gt; &lt;a href="http://posterous.com" target="_blank"&gt;Posted via web&lt;/a&gt;  from &lt;a href="http://christiangirl3712.posterous.com/i-can-only-imagine-3" target="_blank"&gt;I Search For You On The Horizon&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href="http://christiangirl3712.posterous.com/i-can-only-imagine-3#comment" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 11px"&gt;Comment »&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://christiangirl3712.tumblr.com/post/217570858</link><guid>http://christiangirl3712.tumblr.com/post/217570858</guid><pubDate>Mon, 19 Oct 2009 16:33:12 -0700</pubDate></item><item><title>To God Alone</title><description>&lt;p&gt;My church sang this song two Sundays ago, and I loved it! So I am going today to buy it on iTunes because it’s amazing.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;strong&gt;“To God Alone” by Aaron Shust&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;object height="300" width="500"&gt;&lt;param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/gT-QWSxV0Hs&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1&amp;hd=1"&gt;
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&lt;em&gt;To God Alone&lt;br/&gt;by Aaron Shust&lt;/em&gt;Can You take me by the hand?&lt;br/&gt;Can You use me as I am?&lt;br/&gt;Break me into who You&lt;br/&gt;Want me to be&lt;br/&gt;When the time is finally right&lt;br/&gt;You will open up my eyes&lt;br/&gt;Show me everything You&lt;br/&gt;Want me to see&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;This life is not my ownTo God alone be the glory&lt;br/&gt;To God alone be the praise&lt;br/&gt;Everything I say and do&lt;br/&gt;Let it be all for You&lt;br/&gt;The Glory is Yours alone&lt;br/&gt;Yours alone&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;Take the offering I bring&lt;br/&gt;You want more than what I sing&lt;br/&gt;Can I give You&lt;br/&gt;Every part of me?&lt;br/&gt;Turn these pennies into gold&lt;br/&gt;Take this life I call my own&lt;br/&gt;Until I’m running&lt;br/&gt;After Your HeartI’m needing to let go&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;To God alone be the glory&lt;br/&gt;To God alone be the praise&lt;br/&gt;Everything I say and do&lt;br/&gt;Let it be all for You&lt;br/&gt;The Glory is Yours aloneWe will rise&lt;br/&gt;And we will fall&lt;br/&gt;But You remain&lt;br/&gt;After all&lt;br/&gt;You’re glorious&lt;br/&gt;And beautiful&lt;br/&gt;So beautiful&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;To God alone be the glory&lt;br/&gt;To God alone be the praise&lt;br/&gt;Everything I say and do&lt;br/&gt;Let it be all for You&lt;br/&gt;The Glory is Yours alone&lt;br/&gt;The Glory is Yours alone&lt;br/&gt;Yours alone&lt;br/&gt;Yours alone &lt;p style="font-size: 10px;"&gt; &lt;a href="http://posterous.com" target="_blank"&gt;Posted via web&lt;/a&gt;  from &lt;a href="http://christiangirl3712.posterous.com/to-god-alone" target="_blank"&gt;I Search For You On The Horizon&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href="http://christiangirl3712.posterous.com/to-god-alone#comment" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 11px"&gt;Comment »&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://christiangirl3712.tumblr.com/post/217323063</link><guid>http://christiangirl3712.tumblr.com/post/217323063</guid><pubDate>Mon, 19 Oct 2009 10:58:40 -0700</pubDate></item><item><title>Legacy</title><description>&lt;p&gt;I woke up with this song stuck in my head, but soon began to realize that it ties in with a lot of things that we’re learning at church. Pllus, I lke the honesty and truthfulness behind the lyrics, like she’s not trying to say she doesn’t want any compliments, but that she also looks and wants her world to focus on God and have her life not point to herself, but point to God. So I figured I should post it because I like it…which is really the only requirement of any songs I post here, of course :)&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;strong&gt;“Legacy” by Nichole Nordeman&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;object height="417" width="500"&gt;&lt;param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/iLCZk2Mz6S4&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1"&gt;
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&lt;em&gt;Legacy&lt;br/&gt;by Nichole Nordeman&lt;/em&gt;I don’t mind if you’ve got something&lt;br/&gt;Nice to say about me&lt;br/&gt;I enjoy an accolade&lt;br/&gt;Like the rest&lt;br/&gt;You could take my picture&lt;br/&gt;And hang it in a gallery&lt;br/&gt;Of all the who’s who’s and so-and-so&lt;br/&gt;That used to be the best&lt;br/&gt;At such-and-such&lt;br/&gt;It wouldn’t matter much&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;I won’t lie, it’s feels alright&lt;br/&gt;To see your name in lights&lt;br/&gt;We all need an “Atta boy”&lt;br/&gt;Or “Atta girl”&lt;br/&gt;But in the end I’d like to hang my hat&lt;br/&gt;On more besides&lt;br/&gt;The temporary trappings of this worldI wanna leave a legacy&lt;br/&gt;How will they remember me&lt;br/&gt;Did I choose to love?&lt;br/&gt;Did I point to You enough to make a mark on things?&lt;br/&gt;I wanna leave an offering&lt;br/&gt;A child of mercy and grace&lt;br/&gt;Who blessed Your Name unapologetically&lt;br/&gt;And leave that kind of legacy&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;I dn’t have to look too far&lt;br/&gt;Or too long awile&lt;br/&gt;To make a lengthy list&lt;br/&gt;Of all that I enjoy&lt;br/&gt;It’s an accumulating&lt;br/&gt;Trinket and a treasure pile&lt;br/&gt;That moths and rust, theves and such&lt;br/&gt;Will soon enough destroyI wanna leave a legacy&lt;br/&gt;How will they remember me&lt;br/&gt;Did I choose to love?&lt;br/&gt;Did I point to You enough to make a mark on things?&lt;br/&gt;I wanna leave an offering&lt;br/&gt;A child of mercy and grace&lt;br/&gt;Who blessed Your Name unapologetically&lt;br/&gt;And leave that kind of legacy&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;Not well-traveled, not well-read&lt;br/&gt;Not well-to-do or well-bred&lt;br/&gt;Just want to hear instead&lt;br/&gt;“Well done, good and faithful one”I wanna leave a legacy&lt;br/&gt;How will they remember me&lt;br/&gt;Did I choose to love?&lt;br/&gt;Did I point to You enough to make a mark on things?&lt;br/&gt;I wanna leave an offering&lt;br/&gt;A child of mercy and grace&lt;br/&gt;Who blessed Your Name unapologetically&lt;br/&gt;And leave that kind of legacy&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;I don’t mind if you’ve got&lt;br/&gt;Something nice to say about me &lt;p style="font-size: 10px;"&gt; &lt;a href="http://posterous.com" target="_blank"&gt;Posted via web&lt;/a&gt;  from &lt;a href="http://christiangirl3712.posterous.com/legacy-56" target="_blank"&gt;I Search For You On The Horizon&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href="http://christiangirl3712.posterous.com/legacy-56#comment" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 11px"&gt;Comment »&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://christiangirl3712.tumblr.com/post/217272318</link><guid>http://christiangirl3712.tumblr.com/post/217272318</guid><pubDate>Mon, 19 Oct 2009 09:36:34 -0700</pubDate></item><item><title>Draw Me Nearer</title><description>&lt;p&gt;My church has played this song two weeks in a row and I am falling in love with it! It’s such an amazing and beautiful song!&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;strong&gt;“Draw Me Nearer” by Caedemon’s Call&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;object height="417" width="500"&gt;&lt;param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/pA9V1JzM0p0&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1"&gt;
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&lt;em&gt;Draw Me Nearer&lt;br/&gt;by Caedemon’s Call&lt;/em&gt;I am Thine, oh Lord&lt;br/&gt;I have heard Your Voice&lt;br/&gt;And it told Your Love to me&lt;br/&gt;But I long to rise&lt;br/&gt;In the arms of faith&lt;br/&gt;And be closer drawn to Thee&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;Draw me nearer&lt;br/&gt;To the cross where Thou hast died&lt;br/&gt;Draw me nearer&lt;br/&gt;To Your precious bleeding sideThere are great depths of love&lt;br/&gt;That I cannot reach&lt;br/&gt;‘Til I cross the narrow sea&lt;br/&gt;And there are heights of joy&lt;br/&gt;That I may not reach&lt;br/&gt;‘Til I rest in peace with Thee&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;Draw me nearer&lt;br/&gt;To the cross where Thou hast died&lt;br/&gt;Draw me nearer&lt;br/&gt;To Your precious bleeding sideYou draw me with Your Mercy&lt;br/&gt;You draw me with Your Love&lt;br/&gt;You draw me with forgiveness by Your Blood&lt;br/&gt;You draw me with compassion&lt;br/&gt;You draw me as a Bride&lt;br/&gt;You draw me closer to Your precious side&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;Consecrate me now&lt;br/&gt;To Your Service, Lord&lt;br/&gt;By the power of Grace Divine&lt;br/&gt;Let my soul look up&lt;br/&gt;With a steadfast hope&lt;br/&gt;And my will be lost in ThineDraw me nearer&lt;br/&gt;To the cross where Thou hast died&lt;br/&gt;Draw me nearer&lt;br/&gt;To Your precious bleeding side&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;Draw me nearer&lt;br/&gt;To the cross where Thou hast died&lt;br/&gt;Draw me nearer&lt;br/&gt;To Your precious bleeding side&lt;br/&gt;Draw me nearer&lt;br/&gt;Draw me nearer &lt;p style="font-size: 10px;"&gt; &lt;a href="http://posterous.com" target="_blank"&gt;Posted via web&lt;/a&gt;  from &lt;a href="http://christiangirl3712.posterous.com/draw-me-nearer" target="_blank"&gt;I Search For You On The Horizon&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href="http://christiangirl3712.posterous.com/draw-me-nearer#comment" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 11px"&gt;Comment »&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://christiangirl3712.tumblr.com/post/216672192</link><guid>http://christiangirl3712.tumblr.com/post/216672192</guid><pubDate>Sun, 18 Oct 2009 16:39:44 -0700</pubDate></item></channel></rss>
