Old Journal
Been looking through old journal entries from recent months…I wrote this on January 2 in my journal…I still think I need it…
I have two options… 1. Self-pity. Blame. Anger. Depression. 2. Begging on my knees for God to intervene and help me because I can’t help myself. I want to choose option 2…but I’m falling somewhere in between the two. I am hurting a lot. I am angry. I am so sad. But I know that if I stay this way, I’ll only stay angry, hurting, and sad. I need to choose option 2 every moment of the next few months. I can’t do it. I can’t do it. I can’t do it. I can’t do it. I simply can’t do it.
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