Can't we find a middle ground?

Nov 28

College Problems :(

Right now, I am so regretting taking only 12 units this semester. I am looking at my schedule and knowing that if I had taken 15, I could be setting myself up to graduate with less expense and less time. But I decided to take less and now I am frustrated with myself.

Right now, I have 2 options.
1) I can get the minimum 24 (or slightly more) units required for transfer and transfer for next fall
Or 2) Wait a semester, transfer next spring, take Summer school classes, save money, cover just about all my general education, yet postpone my years at Jessup even more.

The second choice is more difficult, less fun, and also less expensive. It also makes me wait longer to go to the school I REALLY want to go to. How much money does it save? Probably approximately a year’s worth of tuition at Jessup (about $20,000). It would cause me to enter into Jessup slightly ahead of my class instead of quite behind. I would be given two years of being able to study my major and the Bible without many other distractions of general education.But although it is what is most sensible and least expensive, I don’t know if I want to do it. I want to go to Jessup so much. I know the quality of education is better just because it is biblically based, which I am not getting at ARC. I want to study the Bible and help people, not do dumb general education requirements. So I don’t know what to choose. If money weren’t an issue, the choice would be easy. I would go with option 1. That’s normally my basis when I can’t make a choice because I know God will provide the money, but this time the amount of money in question is HUGE. I’m not saying that God won’t provide either way, I know He will, but it would be nice to not have to worry about where the money’s coming from or how I’m going to cover tuition. The second option has a sense of financial security…well, at least more financial security than the first option.

What do you think I should do?

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Nov 25

I hate allergies!

I developed allegies last year near the end of winter right after having a cold. Basically, the stuffy nose I got from the cold never went away and I assumed I was getting allergies. They weren’ bad at all, so I didn’t complain about it. I could handle a little stuffiness every few days.

Well, just a few days ago, they went from a few inconsequential stuffy noses to full-on totally stuffed up nose, nasal congestion, nasal pressure, cough, sore throat, itchy eyes allergies! And the allergy pill I took about 4 hours ago that is supposed to last 24 hours lasted about 30 minutes…spectacular! So, I’m curious, if you’re part of the millions of Americans with allergies, what do you do to combat them? Any special remedies, great medicines, cool tricks to knocking the allergies?

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Nov 24

Get Down

This is my favorite Audio Adrenaline song…and if you don’t know who they are, shame on you! Find out!

“Get Down” by Audio Adrenaline

Get Down
by Audio Adrenaline
Lavishly, our lives are wasted
Humbleness is left untasted
You can’t live your life to please yourself, yeah
That’s a tip from my mistakes
Exactly what it desn’t take
To win you’ve got to come in last place

To live your life, you’ve got to lose it
And all the losers get a crownI get down and He lifts me up
I get down and He lifts me up
I get down and He lifts me up
I get down

All I need’s another day
Where I can’t seem to get away
From the many things that drag me down, yeah
I’m sure you’ve had a day like me
Where nothing seems to set you free
From burdens you can’t carry all aloneIn your weakness, He is stronger
In your darkness, He shines through
When youre crying, He’s your comfort
When you’re all alone, He’s carrying you

I get down and He lifts me up
I get down and He lifts me up
I get down and He lifts me up
I get downI get down and He lifts me up
I get down and He lifts me up
I get down and He lifts me up
Every time I’m down, the Lord lifts me up

Ths valley is so deep
I can barely see the sun
I cry out for mercy, Lord
And You lift me up again!I get down and He lifts me up
I get down and He lifts me up
I get down and He lifts me up
I get down

I get down and He lifts me up
I get down and He lifts me up
I get down and He lifts me up
I get downDown
I get down
I get down
I get down

I get down and He lifts me up
I get down and He lifts me up
I get down and He lifts me up
I get downI get down and He lifts me up
I get down and He lifts me up
I get down and He lifts me up
I get down

I get down and He lifts me up
I get down and He lifts me up
I get down and He lifts me up
Everytime I’m down, the Lord lifts me up, yeah!

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If We Are The Body

“If We Are The Body” by Casting Crowns

If We Are The Body
by Casting Crowns

It’s crowded in worship today as she slips in
Trying to fade into the faces
The girls’ teasing laughter is carrying
Farther than they know
Farther than they knowBut if we are the body
Why aren’t His arms reaching?
Why aren’t His hands healing?
Why aren’t His words teaching?
And if we are the body
Why aren’t His feet going?
Why is His Love not showing
Them there is a way?
There is a way

A traveler is far away from home, he sheds his coat
And quietly sinks into the back row
The weight of their judgemental glances tells him that his chances
Are better out on the roadBut if we are the body
Why aren’t His arms reaching?
Why aren’t His hands healing?
Why aren’t His words teaching?
And if we are the body
Why aren’t His feet going?
Why is His Love not showing
Them there is a way?

Jesus paid much too high a price
For us to pick and choose who should come
And we are the body of ChristIf we are the body
Why aren’t His arms reaching?
Why aren’t His hands healing?
Why aren’t His words teaching?
And if we are the body
Why aren’t His feet going?
Why is His Love not showing
Them there is a way?

If we are the body
Why aren’t His arms reaching?
Why aren’t His hands healing?
Why aren’t His words teaching?
And if we are the body
Why aren’t His feet going?
Why is His Love not showing
Them there is a way?
Jesus is the way

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Somewhere in the Middle

Do you ever feel like you’re stuck in the middle of living only for God, regardless of anything, and and living for what you want?

“Somewhere in the Middle” by Casting Crowns

Somewhere in the Middle
by Casting Crowns
Somewhere between the hot and the cold
Somewhere between the new and the old
Somewhere between who I am
And who I used to be
Somewhere in the middle, You’ll find me

Somewhere between the wrong and the right
Somewhere between the darkness and the light
Somewhere between who I was
And who You’re making me
Somewhere in the middle, You’ll find meJust how close can I get, Lord
‘Til my surrender without losing all control?

Fearless warriors in a picket fence
Reckless abandon wrapped in common sense
Deep-water faith in the shallow end
And we are caught in the middle
Eyes wide open to the differences
The God we want and the God who is
But will we trade our dreams for His?
Or are we caught in the middle?
Are we caught in the middle?Somewhere between my heart and my hands
Somewhre between my faith and my plans
Somewhere between the safety of the boat
And the crashing waves
Somewhere between a whisper and a roar
Somewhere between the altar and the door
Somewhere between contented peace
And always wanting more
Somewhere in the middle, You’ll find me

Just how close can I get, Lord
‘Til my surrender without losing all control?Fearless warriors in a picket fence
Reckless abandon wrapped in common sense
Deep-water faith in the shallow end
And we are caught in the middle
Eyes wide open to the differences
The God we want and the God who is
But will we trade our dreams for His?
Or are we caught in the middle?

Fearless warriors in a picket fence
Reckless abandon wrapped in common sense
Deep-water faith in the shallow end
And we are caught in the middle
Eyes wide open to the differences
The God we want and the God who is
But will we trade our dreams for His?
Or are we caught in the middle?Lord, I feel You in this place
And I know You’re by my side
Loving me even on these nights
When I’m caught in the middle
Caught in the middle

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Nov 23

Here's To The Holidays!

Thanksgiving dinner for who knows how many people………….$150
Gas for a drive to and from Los Angeles twice…………………..$150
Pain from dropping sodas on your toe………………………………lots
Hours sitting in a car……………………………………………………….8
Hours spent packing and repacking and repacking………………….6
Creating a Thanksgiving they won’t soon forget…………….priceless

There are some things money can’t buy. For everything else, there’s a Visa. (Sorry, peeps, I’m a Visa user.)

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Nov 18

Offering

“Offering” by Third Day

Offering
by Third Day

Magnificent, holy Father
I stand in awe of all I see
Of all the things You have created
But still You choose to think of meAnd who am I that You should suffer
Your very Life to set me free
The only thing that I can give You
Is the life You gave to me

This is my offering, dear Lord
This is my offering to You, God
I will give You my life
For it’s all I have to give
Because You gave Your life to meI stand before You at this altar
So many have given You more
I may not have much I can offer
Yet what I have is truly Yours

This is my offering, dear Lord
This is my offering to You, God
I will give You my life
For it’s all I have to give
Because You gave Your life to meThis is my offering

This is my offering, dear Lord
This is my offering to You, God
I will give You my life
For it’s all I have to give
Because You gave Your life for meThis is my offering, dear Lord
This is my offering to You, God
I will give You my life
For it’s all I have to give
Because You gave Your life for me
Because You gave Your life
For me

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Random Song Graphics

These are pictures I have made using PowerPoint and some creativity :)

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Nov 16

I'm Alive!

“All Because of Jesus” by Casting Crowns

All Because of Jesus
by Casting Crowns

Giver of every breath I breathe
Author of all eternity
Giver of every perfect thing
To You be the GloryMaker of Heaven and of earth
No one can comprehend Your Worth
King of all the universe
To You be the Glory

And I am alive because I’m alive in YouAnd it’s all because of Jesus I’m alive
It’s all because the blood of Jesus Christ
That covers me and raised this dead man’s life
It’s all because of Jesus I’m alive
I’m alive
I’m alive

Giver of every breath I breathe
Author of all eternity
Giver of every perfect thing
To You be the GloryMaker of Heaven and of earth
No one can comprehend Your Worth
King over all the universe
To You be the Glory

And I am alive because I’m alive in YouAnd it’s all because of Jesus I’m alive
It’s all because the blood of Jesus Christ
That covers me and raised this dead man’s life
It’s all because of Jesus

Every sinrise sings Your praise
The universe cries out Your praise
I’m singing freedom all my days
Now that I’m aliveAnd it’s all because of Jesus I’m alive
It’s all because the blood of Jesus Christ
That covers me and raised this dead man’s life
It’s all because of Jesus

And it’s all because of Jesus I’m alive
It’s all because the blood of Jesus Christ
That covers me and raised this dead man’s life
It’s all because of JesusAnd it’s all because of Jesus I’m alive
It’s all because the blood of Jesus Christ
That covers me and raised this dead man’s life
It’s all because of Jesus I’m alive
(I’m alive)
I’m alive
(Because of Jesus)
I’m alive
(I’m alive)

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Yours Alone

Above and beyond everything else, this is my prayer for myself.

“To God Alone” by Aaron Shust

To God Alone
by Aaron Shust
CanYou take me by the hand?
Can You use me as I am?
Break me into who You want me to be
When the time is finally right
Will You open up my eyes?
Show me everything You want me to see

This life is not my ownTo God alone be the Glory
To God alone be the praise
Everything I say and do
Let it be all for You
The Glory is Yours alone
Yours alone

Take the offering I bring
You want more than what I sing
Can I give You every part of me?
Turn there pennies into gold
Take this life I call my own
Until I’m running after Your HeartI’m needing to let go

To God alone be the Glory
To God alone be the praise
Everything I say and do
Let it be all for You
The Glory is Yours aloneWe will rise and we will fall
But You remain after all
You’re glorious and beautiful
So beautiful

To God alone be the Glory
To God alone be the praise
Everything I say and do
Let it be all for You
The Glory is Yours alone
The Glory is Yours alone
Yours alone
Yours alone

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